Pregnant Again on our 13th Years of Marriage

Happy new year 2025! How time flies. I don't even remember what I did in 2024. 

17th Nov 2024. The day I found out that I'm pregnant with our third baby. I am at 37 years old, both kids are now independent, doing their own stuff and suddenly.... 2025 will be the year that I will have to roam back to milk and diapers aisle. 

11th weeks now, and I feel like shit. I don't have the energy to do anything. I just try to live everyday. I don't have any appetite for foods, but I know I have to eat for my growing baby. At the same time I still have to go to work. Luckily my morning sickness only happen after maghrib. I would throw up like nobody's business.

Bloated 24/7 is normal now. Salute to mommies who gets pregnant every year to go through all these. I can eat fruits, but I hate it now. I hate filtered water be it at home/ office. I just hate to drink because it taste weird. I hate chicken but I don't have options. I hate seafood and meat, basically I hate everything but I force myself to eat something at least.

I felt sleepy and hungry all the time. I will eat mixed nuts all just because I have to stop my growling stomach. As for my husband, normally we would go for date nights, after the kids were asleep. Now, no more since I don't even have the mood to do anything. Really felt bad for him. Please tell me this will be over soon.

I realized lately anything that I thought, somehow will be materialized. I'm not sure how and why though. I want my mom fried beehoon so badly. My mom lived 4-5 hours away from me hence I know I won't be getting it sooner. I never tell anyone about this craving, and obviously my mom don't have any idea about it. My mom came to my house and guess what? She brought her fried beehoon! I cried thinking that Allah has been so generous to me.

I don't know what happen with this beehoon cravings. One day, my husband brought us to a Thai restaurant. I didn't tell him what I want to eat because I don't have the mood for anything. Deep down I felt like eating fried beehoon that night. Quite disappointed that they do not have it in their menus. Its ok, I ordered Phad That instead. Guess what? The waiter came to me to tell me that the Phad Thai is out of stock, so I had to order something else. I casually tell him that I want to have fried beehoon. Yes! Of course I got my fried beehoon. I'm shooked!

Last 2 weeks I thought, would be good if we can travel to Bali. I didn't plan or say anything to my husband about this, coz it is just a thought. I didn't feel like myself pun to travel due to my pregnancy. One evening after work, my husband ask me to choose any place to go and ask me to plan a short trip at least to go getaway for a few days. He handed me his card and voila! Off we go to Bali the very next day. When this happened, somehow I felt scary. Why Allah has granted my wishes so easily. I would still cry in the car every morning, even when I listened to Zikr. Maybe its the pregnancy hormone right? Even the simplest thing, for instance if I saw a rainbow in the sky while driving, I felt like its a gift from Allah to me and he sees me even though Im just a human, and that made me cry.

Today it happened again, Remember I told that I hate to drink the filtered water? We have someone came over to service our water filter this morning and she accidentally broke the pipe hence we can't use the dispenser until the maintenance guy came later in the evening. My husband was worried that we don't have water to drink in between. He bougth loads and loads of Spritzer water and yeah. Actually, that is the only kind of water that I would drink right now during this first trimester. I think, the stock he bought might last until months. Actually, every morning before work, I would drop by the gas station to buy Spritzer as my drinking water throughout the day and now of course I don't need to already. I am really grateful somehow, even when I didn't say to anyone what I need/ wants, Allah always knew it and he will make it happen. There's always a way.

I don't intend to blurt out everything, some of it I will keep to myself. I jot this so that I will always remember. I can't wait for this baby to arrive. This is a big Rezq that Allah has granted us. Actually it is the doa of  the brother and sister that was being granted by Allah. Alhamdulillah. I don't know how will I manage this, but I know, I can and I will do it somehow. It has been 10 years since I last giving birth, of course I forget things. My husband treat me like I am the first time mom haha.. But pity them coz I dont have the  mood for anything right now, i.e to lepak, to do chores, to cook etc. This too, shall pass insyaallah.

10.43pm, bedroom SR.

Love ft Marriage & Divorce

Just finished Ep15 Season 2 tadi. This episode mostly highlighted pasal Dr Yu Sin yang seems jealous ex-wife dia found someone maybe better than him. This ex-wife which is Pi Young for me memang tahu lah how to play her role really well. Orang boleh cakap, u boleh je endure the pain of being cheated and let it slide or hid it under the rugs then continue life as usual. Tapi, those yang merasa tu actually tahu apa yang dia patut buat. Betullah, time will tell whether decision yang u buat hari ni tu betul atau tak.

Sakit tu lagi perit especially bila both were in love with each other while still being married. Cheated on by the person that u trust the most is painful. Tapi perempuan ni, once move on then that's it. Mampu gelak jela at the end of the day. 

Anyways, pagi tadi Dato Azizul Hasni Awang menang perak acara Keirin Olimpik Tokyo 2020. Next Paris 2023 I'm sure he will get the gold. Sebak sangat tadi after the race he said that his father was sick at the hospital, he had to leave his family since 15 years old, leaving his wife and children at Australia to pursue his golden dreams. Anak2 everyday call tanya bila nak balik.  Inilah pengorbanan yang dia buat untuk Malaysia. Yang bestnya, wartawan just bagi tau satu secret dekat dia that his wife is pregnant no.3! Such a blessings. Alhamdulillah.. Lepasni dah boleh rehat, balik jumpa wife dan anak2. Tumpang bangga dan happy untuk Dato'.

Harini tak de apa sangat just duduk rumah macam biasa. Sunday is not really a fun day. Sambil siapkan report sambil tengok Olimpik. Husband macam biasa, pergi kebun dengan his father. 

My breakfast for today..

Fresh orange + collagen + aloe + kelulut honey

Buah naga 💗

Actually bila i amalkan collagen ni i macam rasa ada improvement on texture kulit i. Seems glowing and smooth haha.. ke i je rasa macam tu.. Rambut pun dah kurang gugur. So far so good. And aloe I akan add like 2 caps dalam breakfast drink i. Aloe ni setahu i untuk lawas. Yea, it works! Jadi perempuan macam ni lah. Always have to take care of yourself. I nak cantik pun untuk suami ya. 😇

Masalahnya bila everytime husband balik kebun akan bawa durian sekali kat rumah ni.. Haih, I memang pemakan durian tegar. So hard to resist! Kalau tak bawa balik ok je takde la nampak depan mata.

Bila ada kebun durian mestila kena tahu kan jenis2 durian yang ada dekat kebun tu. Husband I ni dia jenis tak kisah sangat. Tapi kalau i, memang selalu nak tahu jenis dia. Memang nampak sama tapi tak ye.. 

D99

D99 ni buah dia bulat, memang kalay tengok kenal sebab line tapak dengan pangsa dia tu jelas.

IOI

Kalau nak kenal IOI, buah dia warna hijau tua, duri rapat2. Bila biasa tengok dan compare memang senang je kenal sebenarnya. Isi dia lembut, sedap sangat. Bak kata kawan i, macam mentega 😅

Semalam husband I belikan maid baru. Philip AF. Actually tak intended nak beli pun. Cuma AF dalam rumah ni adik I dah bawa pindah. Haha.. Memang akan cari AF lah even I tak la masak sangat. Sometimes rasa bersalah jugak bila dia keep on spend duit on me. Bukan lah on me.. tapi macam beli barang besar2 let say now if I nak phone ke, dia akan belikan. Just say it. Tapi most of the time i takkan ambil kesempatan la minta benda bukan2. Macam I, most of my expenses I spend on things I like, contoh Herbalife ke, periuk ke, benda shopee lah. 

Haritu we go to hospital ambil ubat my father. Dah habis tu, biasalah dia akan beli coffee. Macam i suka pastries and cakes. So dia akan belikan i cake even dia tak makan pun carrot cake. I jot down kat sini sebab nanti bila i marah i harap i tak lupa kebaikan dia ni.

Carrot cake HUKM

He's on his way from kebun da. So I nak kena masakla ni. Sup daging je harini.. Simple dan senang. Makan dengan bubur. 

Hujan lebat berpetir2 sekarang. Okay lah time to cook! Till then 💋

Review set berpantang Nona Roguy

Berpantang hari ke 25. Meh aku nak review set bersalin Nona Roguy yang aku pakai untuk bersalin kali ni.

Basically ada 6 jenis barang dalam ni excluding barut. Barut aku beli berasingan. Unlike set Leesa Formula yang aku pakai sebelum ni ada include sekali barut. Harga lebih kurang je so aku boleh consider set Nona Roguy ni sebenarnya agak mahalla sebab takde barut kan..

So, cara pemakaian semua ada tertulis dalam buku pamplet yang ada disertakan dalam box ni. Pil untuk makan ada satu jer iaitu Phytonatal. Bagi aku, pil ni memang superb lah bagi mereka2 yang ada masalah sembelit lepas bersalin. Yelah, normally perjalanan usus jadi lebih perlahan lepas bersalin, sebab tu lah boleh trigger sembelit atau bak kata omputih constipation. Untuk aku, aku cuma makan Phytonatal lepas dinner 2 biji. Esoknya confirm segala bendasing yang tidak diperlukan dalam badan akan dapat dikeluarkan dengan jayanya. Aku suke giler pil ni. Thanks to the inventor. Baby aku pulak alhamdulillah takdelah cirit birit ke ape bila aku makan Phytonatal ni. In fact susu badan pun banyak.

First few weeks bersalin especially the first week, tiap2 hari aku akan basuh tempat luka bersalin dengan uncang cuci herbanika. Luka aku sikit jer, so memang cepat baik. Aku cuci dengan uncang ni pun sebab tak nak bawah tu berbau hanyir. Kalau orang dulu2 nenek aku cakap basuh pakai asam keping. Walaupun dah baik luka, aku still continue cuci dengan uncang cuci ni. Sepaket tu boleh pakai banyak kali selagi ada herbanye. Boleh jugak dibuat mandi tapi aku memang berpantang mak aku dah siapkan air rebusan daun2 macam serai wangi, limau purut etc so aku takdelah guna benda ni untuk mandi.

Paling best minyak Herbanika NR. Aku dah bawak siap2 minyak ni ke hospital masa bersalin hari tu. Benda pertama yang aku pakai lepas bersalin. Titik sikit dekat pad dan urut badan. In fact dah habis pun minyak ni aku pakai sobs.. Nak beli lagi tapi malas lah so aku pakai minyak angin biasa je sekarang ni. Untuk aku, bila titik dekat pad, tak de lah berbau darah nifas tu. Luka pun cepat je baik. Lepas dry dengan hairdryer tempat tuut tu, pakai pad yang dititik dengan minyak herbanika memang rasa bersih dan fresh.

Satu lagi benda yang dah habis aku pakai is Herbanika lulur, Best sangat sebab aku perasan muka aku macam berseri sikit bila pakai ni. Bantai jer lulur kat muka sekali wakakakaa... Ada jugak krim barut herbanika. Krim ni memang buat barut aku bertukar kuning haha.. Dua2 benda ni asasnya kunyit kot tak silap aku sebab lulur tu pun buat lantai toilet aku jadi kuning hohohhh... Ada orang rajin lapik dengan kain or tisu taknak barut kotor tapi dah dasar pemalas macam aku ni ah gasaklah sana. Kurang2 aku rajin jugak pakai barut. This time aku ada 3 barut haha so tukar2 lah hari2 bila basuh.

Last but not least, akar herbanika. Memandangkan aku peminat green tea kalau makan makanan jepun, dan aku jugak boleh telan air teh herba mustika ratu macam tu je, air akar herbanika ni takde lah susah pun aku nak telan. Rasa dia lebih kurang sama je. Aku suka minum suam berbanding yang sejuk. Kalau suam laju sikit minum. Letak dalam termos and minum jer bila dahaga. Air akar ni pun function dia untuk banyakkan susu. Sama jugak macam phytonatal, anak aku takdelah kembung ke, cirit birit bila aku consume benda ni. In fact dia dah sleep through the night pun sekarang ni walaupun masih dalam hari. Senang sikit kot jaga baby lelaki kan. As long as lepas mandi tuamkan baby insyaallah takde masalah kembung or angin pasang.

Take note set ni takde pilis ya, ginger cream ke apa cuma ada krim barut herbanika tu untuk perut. Aku prefer ginger cream n krim perut Leesa Formula lagi sebab krim tu lagi power dari losyen halia bara whatsoever in the market sekarang. Krim tu kalau pakai peh bepeluh2 perut aku. Krim barut herbanika NR pulak takde lah feel dia se kick Leesa Formula punya cuma aku perasan walaupun macam tu, kesan dia stretch mark kat perut tak de lah nampak horror sangat n perut pun boleh jer langsing hehohhh..

Kalau diberi pilihan, aku nak semua dalam set Nona Roguy, tambah Ginger cream n losyen barut Leesa Formula hihi... Phytonatal memang terbaik lahhh..No sembelit at all I love it. Overall berat aku dah kembali ke berat asal and in fact few kgs lesser than berat asal sebenarnya sekarang ni. Walaupun makan nasik tak hengat banyak gile tapi still turun jugak berat. And thanks to breastfeeding. Awal2 dulu laju jer berat turun, sekarang dah slow down sikit hopefully boleh ler turun lagi hakhakkk..

Okeylah tu jer babai!!

36 weeks and counting

Already 36th weeks..!! How time flies.. Sekarang dah kira macam menunggu hari lah kan sebab dah full term. Alhamdulillah...

Bila ingat balik nervousnya lahai.. Last checkup which is a few days ago, doc had confirmed baby dah engage sikit. Meaning big chances for normal delivery as well kali ni. Usually anak kedua lambat sikit engage, sometimes masa ibu ada contraction baru engage. Aku tanya does this means that I will be in labour earlier than expected? Ans : not necessary. Baby weight dh 2.6kg sekarang. Tumbesaran ok, ngam2 je dengan due date. Good boy you are.

What happen to me? Normal ke eh gatal-gatal je badan ni walaupun takde nyamuk gigit pon. Aku garu sedap gila sampai melecet tempat yang digaru tu. Kaki dah berparut bagai sebab gatal. Waduh2.. Ada yang cakap normal lah kalau macam tu. Pembawakan budak ni lain-lain.

Tapi seriously pregnant kali ni agak payah sikit. Maybe sebab peningkatan umur atau aku culas pantang masa anak first dulu hehe.. Tak tahan tengok adik aku makan mekdi dengan coke masa tu. Mai seteguk.. fuh.. nah sekarang rasain loo.. Bukan niat nak merungut ya.. cuma aku bagi tau memang ada beza lah badan dah pernah beranak dengan baru first time beranak. Even bos aku and orang sekeliling notice baby bump agak besar kali ni. Huhu.. Yelah dah loose kot. Haha..

Tak tahu lah kalau ada nombor 3 pulak tah2 badan dah macam rumah berjalan. Sometimes tengah malam sangat sakit kalau aku banyak berjalan siang. Selalunya weekend lah jadi camtu sebab siang g jalan mall lah ape lah.. Weekdays cuma g opis, balik opis so badan tak letih sangat. Otak je letih. sobs.

Sampai saat ni tak finalise lagi nama baby. Dulu masa bujang kemain angan-angan list nama anak dah siap berjela dah bebetol nak beranak tak tau pulak nak letak apa. Malas lah nama fancy2 sangat last2 panggil boy or girl or baby je.. Hadoih.. Nak cari nama yang tak manja2 sangat sebab boy biar dia bertokoh sikit lah.

Tak tahu bila aku akan menulis lagi. So dah ngantok bye for now :)

iPhone tak boleh connect wifi

Suddenly hari ni iPhone baru aku tak boleh connect unifi kat rumah. Stress!! Sebab aku dah dapat configure way to solve the problem, immediately aku up 1 entry sini. Hopefully will help those yang ada problem macam aku tadi. 

Pencarian mencari solution ada jugak yang tak masuk akal macam heat kan iPhone dengan hairdryer (wtf) atau letak dalam fridge so that iPhone boleh function normally balik. Being me, I don't believe such crap tapi kalau dah terdesak boleh la try. I would rather change the phone to a new one sebab still ada warranty dan melayan segala kesulitan rather than do something that might void my device warranty. Tak worth it kot..

Ok now..

Disclaimer dulu ya.. This step applicable for iphone that can't connect to Unifi ONLY. Selain dari tu, I have no idea. Don't ask  me, I'm not even a tech savvy pon haha..

1) Dekat address bar just taip 192.168.0.1

- Nanti akan keluar TM wireless page something like that. Username taip admin, password biar je kosong.

Klik setup --> Wireless setting  --> Manual wireless network setup

Then akan keluar gambar macam kat atas ni. 

Tukar channel width ke 20Mhz macam kat atas ni. Default rasanya 40Mhz. Save setting.

2) Dekat iphone korang klik Forget This Network bila klik kat simbol i warna biru tu. (refer gambar no 3). Then try connect network tu balik dengan masukkan password macam wifi macam baru mula-mula nak buat sebelum jadi auto connect.

3) Taraaa... See? Berjaya jugak connect akhirnya lepas aku buat semua step simple kat atas ni. Fuh! (anyway, simbol i biru tu can be seen kat bawah ni :)

Ok thats all for now. Hopefully no one need to heat/freeze their iPhone after this haha... Bye...

The Sims 4

The Sims 4 nak keluar dah yey! Aku ingat lagi masa kekecik dulu ada game build city camtu tak ingat nama best jugak main. Kena pandai nak letak industrial area kat mana, residential area, shopping area, facilities macam bus stop, polis, bomba, zoo, playground etc. untuk bandar yang kita bina tu. Every month kena decide nak suruh resident bayar tax berapa peratus. Kalau tinggi sangat nanti diorang lari pergi bandar lain end up buat riot lah apa lah... Best game tu. Kalau aku rasa nak demolish bandar bagi resident aku sakit hati aku buat jer fire ke, flood ke.. hurricane ke.. padan muka kau! hahahaha...

Makin lama ada lagi game best. The Sims 2. Siap boleh mandikan baby dalam sinki, kena kerja kuat cari duit, kalau ada expansion pack ada jer yang boleh bela pets, bestlah.. nak tukar baju kena beli dulu. Tak silap dalam 200 sehelai.. Tak ada automatik change baju mcm The Sims 3. Yang tak bestnya nak pergi rumah lain or tempat lain kena loading dulu. Lama ok! Pasal the sims 2 ni lah aku sanggup g lowyat upgrade RAM aku. RAM for Random Access Memory ok. Tapi aku suka Sims 2 sebab boleh buka perniagaan jual barang-barang, hantar anak pergi college.. pergi uni kalau rajin CGPA bagus haha..

Then keluar The Sims 3. Adik aku siap beli original version lagi. Benda best pasal The Sims 3 boleh pergi merayap sesuka hati satu town tak payah loading2. Boleh visit neighbour, belajar upgrade skills, emotions lebih realistik. Contohnya macam kalau lelaki tu kaki perempuan, satu neighbourhood akan tahu so dia susah la nak cari jodoh melainkan kalau redeem points kegembiraan hidup dia untuk jadi clean slate balik.

So sekarang nak keluar The Sims 4. Tak sabar nak tahu pembaharuan apa pulak kali ni. Tapi hopefully tak payahla sampai aku kena upgrade RAM lagi. Oh my... apa pun sanggup! Dah keluar demo build your sims. Memang realistik gila kalau buat muka boleh jadi macam Angelina Jolie ok. Nak buat muka kau pun boleh. sapa yang pandai grafik mesti jadi. Aku?? hmm.. yang hidung kecil, mata bulat, mulut nipis, putih, rambut panjang tu cantik la bagi aku hahahahaha...

Siapa yang gila The Sims mesti paham apa aku merepek ni. Ok lah bye

Did I grow up according to plan?

Since childhood, I know we have to live up to my dad's expectation. He would motivate, encourage, assure that the spirit to be successful is always high. I have 5 siblings including myself. I'm the eldest with four younger sister.

My dad is a kampung boy who manage to make it to overseas doing electrical engineering masters and degree. Since he were small he played with mud and climb trees. A real kampung boy I must say. However, I'm not as genius as he wish. Haha.. When I secretly flipped his degree result, my eyes nearly fall off its socket because I hardly see any B's on the paper. He got 3.72 CGPA almost made it to the first class honour during the time. No wonder he can jump to any companies as he wish...

My second sister, I think the only one who inherit his genius trait. She nailed UPSR with 5As, PMR with 8As, made it to MRSM Jasin (previously in MRSM Transkrian) got 10A1 and then took International Baccalaureate in Kolej Mara Banting as preparation for her medical studies in Galway University, Ireland. I think she never sees any B's in her life ever. Now a doctor already..

So, two of us doing Accountancy (me and the fourth sister), the third doing architecture and the youngest still in Form 1 Sekolah Seri Puteri. 

Three of us made it to MRSM (including myself, haha)but I am just average laaa.. Not as outstanding as other students. I think I am the kind of person who is quite stubborn, I hate engineering, the more my dad ask me to do it, the more I'm rebelling not to. Actually I know that I am not up to the standards to do engineering, maybe. Ok lah at least my husband is an engineer. He can kawan with my dad. When they start conversation during meals or anytime when we dine outside, I would go like O.O 

Obviously because I am too stupid to handle hahaha.. No lah ok, I just go with my dreams actually. Doing accounts is not bad at least for me, because it is still a professional by profession. Afterall, I already been qualified as a Chartered Accountant, so it wasn't that bad right? Haha.. If my kids were to pursue accounting, I would straightly ask them to do ACCA instead of degree for it's known worldwide.

Where would I go after this? Do I live up to my dad's expectation? I think it is 50-50 la kot. :p

Sebab perempuan minta cerai

1) Suami tidak cukup mencuba

• Secara semulajadinya perempuan suka dipujuk, dimanjakan, disayang selalu. Kalau tak dibelai selalu pun sekurang-kurangnya tunjuklah suami masih menginginkannya seperti sebelum berkahwin dahulu. Sekali sekala ucapan rindu pun mampu meroboh benteng iceberg hati isteri yang tengah marah. Kalau bergaduh, suami langsung tak berusaha untuk memujuk, lama-lama mungkin jadi barah dalam rumah tangga bila mana ada lelaki lain yang sudi jadi pendengar setia.

2) Deraan fizikal atau mental

• Kalau tak dera fizikal, dera mental. Contohnya menghamburkan kata-kata kesat kepada isteri semasa bergaduh, memukul depan anak-anak, tak merasa bersalah bila memukul isteri, dan lain-lain penderaan. Mungkin sekali dua, lepas pukul minta maaf masih boleh terima. Tapi kalau dah setiap kali bergaduh berakhir dengan physical abuse, cinta dalam hati mungkin bertukar menjadi ketakutan terhadap suami.

3) Suami tidak memberi nafkah zahir/batin

• kategori lelaki lupa tanggungjawab. Zaman sekarang ada wanita yang lebih berjaya dari segi kerjaya berbanding suami. Tapi itu bukan tiket untuk lelaki mengabaikan nafkah isteri dan anak-anak. Bila mana isteri mula rasa semua tanggungjawab terpikul di bahu nya sendiri, syaitan mula lah memainkan peranan menghasut apalah gunanya membela suami yang seperti biawak hidup.Melainkan telah dipersetujui bersama bahawa tugas suami di rumah menjaga anak-anak dan isteri mencari nafkah tidak mengapalah. Tapi dalam agama sendiri menyatakan tanggungjawab memberi nafkah sebenarnya terletak di bahu suami. Ada je kenalan doktor pakar dan suami nya cuma dirumah menguruskan anak-anak sebab si isteri tak sanggup biarkan anak-anak dibela tangan orang asing. Wanita ni okey jer asalkan lelaki jaga anak betul-betul, bukan 24 jam menghadap SMS perempuan lain bila masa tu dah banyak sangat di rumah.

4) Krisis pertengahan usia

• Krisis mula berlaku bila anak-anak dah di universiti atau dah bekerja. Masa wanita itu tidak lagi sibuk menguruskan anak-anak dan anak-anak pula dah jarang berhubung dengan ibu. Ruang kosong ini pula diisi dengan berfacebook lalu terjumpalah kekasih lama muda-muda dulu. Terlanjur berjumpa menerusi facebook, nak pulak jumpa berdepan, face to face. Maka cinta lama berputik kembali. Serasakan tiada lagi tanggungjawab terhadap anak-anak, anak-anak pula sudah mula berdikari, dalam hati mula berfikir, aku patut berfikir untuk diri aku sendiri walaupun terpaksa lukakan hati suami. Ramai jer jadi macam ni. Know that u are damn annoying old woman! *vomit*

5) Tiada keserasian

• Walaupun bercinta sudah bertahun-tahun, baru setahun jagung berkahwin dah bercerai. Bila dah berkahwin baru sedar tak ada keserasian dalam hubungan. Lebih buruk lagi bila ada campur tangan orang tua yang masing-masing nak menegakkan anak masing-masing. Yang terkorban tentulah perkahwinan yang baru dibina. Kadang-kadang perempuan ni lancang je minta cerai bila bergaduh tapi tak semuanya berniat betul-betul nak bercerai. Ada je yang saja nak duga suami sayang ke tak kat dia. Sebab tu la talak di tangan lelaki. Ada je lelaki yang kaki mabuk, kaki layan pelacur then kahwin dengan perempuan yang bercinta dengannya bertahun-tahun. Zaman sekarang, percintaan jarak jauh tu biasa. Si perempuan pulak tak tahu aktiviti sampingan bakal suami yang satu ni. Bila dah tahu, berperanglah dan seterusnya bercerai.

Of Renaissance hotel KL

It can be said this month of April quite a bliss month at least for me sebab... tax refund from the IRB dah dapat yey and get to kepit my husband like a leech sebab he got meeting in KL two weeks in a row!!

Stayed at level 24, we got the room with tower view.

Macam biasa, setiap kali masuk hotel wajib nak tengok toilet. Toiletries dia paling best. Banyak kott.. hehe..

Macam hotel lain jugak.. sama je interior cuma win kat toiletries je ;)

That's my couch potato boss with her popcorn on our bed. -_-

Overall ok. The room is not that spacious as compared to other 5 stars hotel. It can be said that the staffs are well trained and friendly. There's a BUT.... however I think every hotels have their own policies to maintain their standard. My baby is not allowed to enter the cocktail sheeshhhhhhhhh and thats the only complaint I have.

Families with small kids are advisable to dine at the dining area downstairs at the ground level.

At least I got some off days before giving a full swing on my day job next week. Haih.. another tax audit for my client in the week to come. Why la...

Gross profit rise, gross profit drop also giving us headache because the client might be prone to kena tax audit. Obviously it cant be stagnant every year, so just let them do it and embraceeee hahahaha.. bye

Redeem maybank treats points

Sebagai pengguna tegar maybank, be it online banking ke.. bayar bil so on and so forth even credit card and insurance persaraan pun aku ambil maybank punya. So, dah lama tak check treats point. Kalo pengguna maybank mesti tau apa benda ni.. Malas nak explain hehe.. basically it is a reward in terms of points bila guna servis diorang.. sama je macam bonuslink etc..

Berbalik pada cerita, aku try la tengok berapa dah treats points aku. Ada 50000 ++ .. cuba redeem something la hehe... so aku redeem jam casio yang memerlukan treats points dalam 41k something.. nak test betul ke dapat for free.. benda free sape taknak kan..

Dalam web cakap proses dalam 3 ke 4 minggu sebelum attempt delivery.. sokey la, ive got nothing to lose pun kan. Tapi i got it within a week. Magic for me sebab mana ada benda free wei dalam dunia ni.. i checked the market price rm119 jam ni so not bad la kan.. bukan cap hayam sangat hehe

So.. taraaaa

Give it to my baby sis in Seri Puteri as I already have a watch given by husband. Tak dak la pengumpul tegar jam pon.. apa pun aku suka sebab free yey!!

Sapa pakai amex maybank p la usha treat points hampa. Aku suka amek sebab points dia triple lagi2 on weekends. Kalo master ergh points bergerak macam sipot sedut. Aku la.. kalo jenis yang memang selalu guna kad kredit ni mesti banyak accumulated points punya..

Ok goodluck bye!

A tribute to MH370

Dear Malaysia Airlines,

Pengalaman saya bersama anda bermula sejak saya di dalam kandungan mama saya lagi, flight dari Kuala Lumpur ke London ketika mama bertemu abah saya yang sedang belajar. Dan kemudian balik ke Malaysia dengan selamat semasa saya cuma seorang bayi. Masa tu sekitar tahun 1988. Terima kasih kerana menjaga kebajikan kami semasa sepanjang perjalanan.

Saya masih ingat, ketika berumur 7 tahun apabila nenek pulang dari Makkah, saya dan abah menaiki Mas dari KL ke Penang. Pada saya, jus oren dalam kapal terbang Mas lah yang paling saya rindukan ketika zaman kanak-kanak saya.

Sekarang, saya sudah hampir berumur 27 tahun, pengalaman anak saya dengan Mas juga bermula ketika di dalam kandungan lagi, flight dari KL ke Singapura. Saya masih memilih Mas kerana dengan menaiki Mas dapat mengimbau kenangan masa kecil saya yang selalu rindukan jus oren Mas. Ada sesuatu dalam Mas flight yang mengimbau kenangan kanak-kanak saya.

Banyak momen penting dalam hidup saya berkisar dengan Mas. Duduk berjauhan dengan suami dipisahkan oleh Laut Cina Selatan juga menyebabkan pengangkutan udara menjadi suatu elemen penting dalam kehidupan kami.

Pengalaman di udara tidak semuanya manis. Bukan semua flight smooth landing dan bukan tiada panic attack kat udara semasa terbang. Tapi selalunya ketika di udara, walau seteruk mana turbulence, saya percaya Mas akan membawa saya ke darat dengan selamat. Alhamdulillah.

Dan apabila Mh370 dilaporkan hilang pada pagi Sabtu 8March2014, hati saya susah nak percaya. Masa tu saya di Cameron Highland. Ingat nak ambil short break tapi end up rasa gloomy sikit sebab hal itu. Tapi selagi tak jumpa, saya masih tidak putus berharap agar semuanya selamat.

Saya tidak berhak untuk berkata apa-apa, saya tidak dapat membayangkan perasaan ahli keluarga yang kehilangan... tetapi saya doakan semoga semuanya tetap tabah walau apa pun yang terjadi.

Semoga warga Mas dan pihak keluarga tabah terhadap setiap ujian yang diturunkan. Amin...

Short getaway to Miri

Miri. Bandar kecil yang tenang. Aku sampai sini pertama kali pada Oktober 26, 2013. Tujuannya satu. Nak tengok tempat suami aku cari rezeki untuk family kecil kami, disamping luangkan masa together2. Just a short weekend getaway, pergi Sabtu balik Ahad.

Bukan tak pernah fikir nak datang selama ni, cuma keadaan aku yang tak mengizinkan. Dah lama tak naik flight, last naik masa pergi Singapore tengah pregnant 3 bulan. Tak ada beza pun, cuma kali ni aku naik flight bawak budak kecik. Ya, sorang diri uruskan karenah anak aku sepanjang 2 jam penerbangan. Tuhan saja yang tahu betapa aku berdoa supaya dia behave well dalam flight. Alhamdulillah, a lil bit hectic during the first 15minutes dan dozed off sleeping on my lap until we touch down.

Tak ada apa yang luar biasa bandar Miri ni cuma tak sehectic KL lah. Satu perbezaan besar cuma bagi aku makanan kat sini sangat mahal berbanding KL. Kat sini okeylah ada Mcd, KFC dan Sugar Bun. First time makan situ tapi cuma order mashed potato. Err.. I don't favor the gravy though. Mungkin sebab tak biasa. Kalau nak harap ada Chili's ke, TGI, Delicious, Italiannis memang aku tak nampak pun. Tapi tak tau la kot2 ada kan..

Satu-satunya benda yang aku suka kat Miri ni is the hotel. Hehe.. Aku duduk di Parkcity Everly Hotel dan bagi aku ok la.. Bersih, katil besar, ada bath tub dengan harga yang berpatutan. Aku tengok ramai jugak pilot and stewardess check in kat hotel ni. Tak sure dari mana, mungkin Maswing. Masa dan keadaan memang tak cukup untuk aku explore Miri ni. Kalau bawa baby memang boleh pergi tempat yang selamat untuk baby jela. Takkan nak pegi Gua Niah, snorkeling etc walaupun hati meronta nak buat semua tu.


Sebenarnya aku nak tengok jugak keboleh hidupan (pun boleh!) aku kat bandar ni sebab mungkin awal tahun depan aku pun akan jadi warga Miri. Sebab husband aku don't really think I can survive here sebab kat sini mall paling besar dan ramai org cuma Bintang Mall. Aku cuba nak suka mall ni so aku nak positif je all the way. Dalam erti kata lain, mungkin semua yang aku nak ada di sini walaupun...........

Sepanjang perjalanan ke Esplanade aku tengok rumah besar2 sangat. Yang kampung, kampung sangat. Jurang yang agak besar disitu. Nak cakap harga rumah murah aku rasa tak. Sebab rate sama je macam KL. Mungkin sebab Miri bandar minyak kot. Makan mahal, rumah mahal, tapi tak dengar complain pun. Aku makan otak-otak sekeping rm1.40!! Kat KL paling mahal pun rm0.70.

Yang famous kat sini nasi lalapan. Aku suka sangat sebab dia macam ayam penyet tapi banyak sayur celur macam ulam makan dengan sambal belacan. Rm12.00 sekali hadap ok! Makanan pertama aku makan kat sini laksa sarawak dekat padang golf miri. Ya allah sedapnya. Bagi 10 mangkuk pun bole habiskan haha..

All in all aku rasa ini trip yang tenang je sebab tak sibuk2 nak shoping, tak jem dan kebanyakan tempat is nature based.  Memang dapat spend quality time dengan family sebab aku rasa macam masa pun lambat je jalan. Tik tok tik tok...

Mungkin satu hari nanti aku jatuh cinta kat bandar ni. Sape tahu..

SCAM : Bil unifi tertunggak

Petang semalam aku dapat satu panggilan telefon dari nombor talian bebas 1300881222 ada suara seorang perempuan berdialek macam cina bagi tau aku ada bil unifi tertunggak sebanyak RM 3000++..crazy right? Ok lah logiknya memang aku ada langgan unifi tapi belum pernah lagi lambat bayar apatah lagi ada tunggakan bagai.

Plus every month dapat bil dan boleh cek online some more kan. Bukan bodoh. So, aku malas la layan all these nonsense terus aku letak. 

Aku google on the net and guess what? Ramai rupanya dapat call macam ni. Semua hutang RM3000++. Tu je ke kau boleh sebut stupid! Kesianla kan ada jugak yang tertipu dengan scam macam ni. Bil letrik lah, unifi lah..pandai je menipu orang. Please be careful ok. Logik sikitlah kalau bil letrik dah sampai 3k takkan tak kena potong. 

Nak bagi orang percaya kengkonon ada orang lain guna ic siap bagi nombor telefon bank negara suruh call. Padahal tu nombor kawan2 dia jugak. Tolonglah cek website bnm apa nombor rasmi diorang. Jangan simply ikut arahan scammers ni. Bukan apa, ade je yang dah rugi beribu2 sebab masuk perangkap. Nasiblah.... 

Love 101

Since the pass 8 years together u never failed to cheer me up whenever I felt down. Thank you my love, my bestfriend, my crime partner for always be there. Love u to the max!

My online shopping experience

I love to shop online, be it from Malaysia or outsite Malaysia websites. I believe most youngsters also find it very convenient nowadays to shop online for its practicality. Worst during my confinement days. Hihi... Anywhere dude, in the toilet also can shop shop shop all the way. That's how chronic I am.

The feeling of receiving parcel is just like a kid receiving birthday presents. Only that, my birthday is everyday. U don't really need to wait, no?

A person who really love discounts like me would definitely choose Groupon. So cheap! I really can save a lot. I have my own personal favourite website to shop based on categories. For my own, for babies, makeup, tudungs, presents ya basically I know where to get them all.

You know Tesco also provide delivery service to your doorstep? I did buy online from them once and I must say it is so convenient. Can even pay by cards after you receive your parcel. Nice, eh?

So that's the story. Up until today only one bad experience of shopping online. Cannot say bad la, that would be too harsh. I would say bitter, better? Haha yelah not sooo bad but promise broken up. For me, if u put the item is in stock, I would expect my order to be processed right away. I wait and wait until two weeks but still no sight of it. Then I googled to see maybe the website is a scam because it look so convincing, with advertisement everywhere. The results??? Dangggg!!! Mostly bad reviews on the service. So devastated that I fall on the trap. Demmit. I emailed the customer service asking for my case. I called them but always engaged. Hmmm... My email was replied after a week saying that my order is in process because currently it is not in stock. Wtf! So just forget it laaa...

Told u during confinement days i receive parcels almost everyday haha that's because of I did not allowed to go out! Strictly for hospital trip only. How come?? So I waited longingly for another parcel and soo happy that a lorry came by to hand over that parcel. But guess whatt? It is the parcel from the 'L' company which I gave up hope for. Hahaha... I don't know how should I react. Happy? No la but maybe shock a bit because ya.. Finally receive it after 2 months gile! Sedih a bit because I'm waiting for another parcel, remember? But okayyy I receive it in the evening the very same day. It was a pleasant surprise but for sure I won't shop at the 'L' website anymore. Sorry. I don't want to reveal the name but it is very famous oneeeee...

So, I'm pretty happy with today's catch :

Cakkk!!!

Be led by dreams

The power of mind. There were few occasions in my life that made me believe of the power of minds. I know if I ever had a strong willed on something, I would definitely got it the way I wanted.

There was a time in primary school where in this particular subjects we have to get 100% marks so that we won't be punished. The teacher which is also the school discipline teacher called out the names one by one and their marks respectively. Back then u can still imagine how fierce a discipline teacher could be. But right now, teachers are afraid of their students bahaha ok drop it.

Back to the story, there were approximately 38 to 40 of us. I was quite afraid because ya, who love being hit by a long steel ruler on the palm and the nose being pulled up until it left red marks like a clown anyway. Not me definitely.

So while waiting for mine, all I did was recite bismillah all the way. Not a single person gets the perfect 100% until my name being called. I am pretty sure that I will be punished also so I lift my hand a lil bit and close my eyes waiting to get hit. Lol bigg time. So naive back then. But then, the teacher smile and handed me my paper with full marks! Happy me and from that moments onwards I know Allah s.w.t is all the time watch over me and grant me my wishes when I put 200% faith on it.

And there were few more occasions in my life that made me believe in the power of mind. For instance, during the time I am infront of my computer screen, checking results for admission in mrsm. That was my dream. I want it so badly until I set my mind that if Allah allows it, there won't be any NO when I clicked the result. Alhamdulillah I made it again and able to go through beautiful years of my life in mrsm.

Now I realise I seldom play with minds anymore. Thing is, when u believe, u will achieve. Have faith in the things u do, u'll definitely make it through.

Just BELIEVE it.

That one habit every succesful person has

Read.A.Lot.