Kurang tiga tahun

Tak terlambat lagi rasanya nak ucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin kepada kamu yang tak sengaja ter come across (whats the word?sorry) blog ngeng ini tanpa sengaja melalui Google or whatsoever la.. Kosong2 kita ya..

It's already been August 2014 but still.... Banyak lagi agenda yang belum dicapai. Aku andaikan tahun ni sebagai tahun mengubah diri dan sikap supaya menjadi wanita yang lebih matang. 2014 tak ada satu pun resolusi yang aku list down
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Masa spring cleaning terjumpa diary aku yang aku hadiahkan kat boyfriend merangkap husband aku sekarang. Yikes! Baca balik apa yang aku tulis, I can conclude that I was so naive back then. Mimpi yang indah2 saja. Hahaha...

We were only 20 years old hehe... Buku penuh angan2. Nak ada anak 3 org lepastu cross sorang sebab rasa banyak. Tak sangka aku pernah macam ni. Seriously nak buang tapi husband tak bagi. Modal gelakkan aku la tu..

My ideal family back then is duduk dirumah yang ada halaman luas, ada 2 kereta one for him, one for moiii, weekends visit parents, and petang weekend minum tea together. Fairytale sangattt...

So now, after 7 years... We were totally different person, however the love is still strong as ever. Ya allah i love him. Tapi resolution aku untuk 2015 takkanla kebudakan macam 7 tahun lepas kan.. Harus realistik sikitlah.

Mission jangka pendek aku which is less than 3 years, but the efforts ke arah itu must be done now now now!

Before i reach the age of 30 by 2017, what i want is to be a better person in every ways, complete my professional cert that will commenced starting next year, try to conceive for second baby, and be healthy.

My long terms goal would be...
Performing hajj with my husband and my daughter before i reach 38, start my own firm before i reach 35, have savings of 12x times household monthly income, keeping our marriage solid and strong ever after.

Hopefully when I reach 35 I won't laugh at myself like what I did now to me the in my 20s. Erghh...!!!
(satu kerja nak bawak diary ni everywhere sbb taknak orang baca!)

Of Renaissance hotel KL

It can be said this month of April quite a bliss month at least for me sebab... tax refund from the IRB dah dapat yey and get to kepit my husband like a leech sebab he got meeting in KL two weeks in a row!!

Stayed at level 24, we got the room with tower view.

Macam biasa, setiap kali masuk hotel wajib nak tengok toilet. Toiletries dia paling best. Banyak kott.. hehe..

Macam hotel lain jugak.. sama je interior cuma win kat toiletries je ;)

That's my couch potato boss with her popcorn on our bed. -_-

Overall ok. The room is not that spacious as compared to other 5 stars hotel. It can be said that the staffs are well trained and friendly. There's a BUT.... however I think every hotels have their own policies to maintain their standard. My baby is not allowed to enter the cocktail sheeshhhhhhhhh and thats the only complaint I have.

Families with small kids are advisable to dine at the dining area downstairs at the ground level.

At least I got some off days before giving a full swing on my day job next week. Haih.. another tax audit for my client in the week to come. Why la...

Gross profit rise, gross profit drop also giving us headache because the client might be prone to kena tax audit. Obviously it cant be stagnant every year, so just let them do it and embraceeee hahahaha.. bye

Tips bila berjauhan dengan suami

Dah 2 tahun aku belajar hidup berjauhan dengan suami. Aku ingat lagi, pertama kali dia kena report duty ke seberang laut, aku terkelu jap. Husband pun pening nak accept job offer atau reject je. Dhla baru kahwin, tengah pregnant, now kene duduk asing?? Sobs. Sebenarnya bukan aku sorang macam ni. Ramai. Zaman sekarang ni jarangla nak jumpa husband and wife duduk sekali. Bukan semua orang nasib baik. Bestfren aku kahwin dengan orang kapal.. memang berbulan jugak kena tinggal. Apa pun aku patut bersyukur aku tak pernah kena tinggal lebih 2 minggu hehe..

First time skype dua2 nanges haha kelakar bila ingat balik. Sekarang masing2 dah tough. Cuma fikir masa muda kerja kuat2 boleh relax awal. No point aku ikut dia, bukan boleh bawak naik pelantar pun. Sama je kena tinggal jugak. At least kat sini aku ada saudara, family boleh tengok kalau sakit ke apa. Husband pun selalu sangat balik. Kadang2 meeting kat kl balik jugak. Aku rasa masa yang kitorang spend lagi berkualiti berbanding masa dia kerja kl dulu.

So, bila husband takde, apa yang aku buat?

1. Kemas rumah. 5 hari kerja mana ade masa nak sental toilet bagai. So, precious weekend buatla apa yang patut.

2. Shoping. Sebab ada baby agak leceh nak shopping. Tapi aku selalu ada adik atau kawan keluar sekali so senang. Tak boleh imagine nak tolak stroller and trolley at the same time sorang2!

3. Buat apa aku suka. Contoh : menjahit apa2 jela

4. Hantar baby kat babysitter jap, g spa pamper yourself.

5. Selalu berhubung dengan suami kalau dia ada coverage

Tengok2 dah habis weekend.. takde masa nak rasa bosan. Tambah2 anak dah aktif memang takde masa la nak meratib bagai. Baik layan baby je.. then next weekend husband pn balik.. masa ni la nak mengada ke apa lantakla.

Yang tak bestnye bila duduk jauh ni bila anak sakit ke, aku sakit ke.. sedih ok. Seboleh2nya aku nak elak anak aku warded sbb dah pernah rasa susahnye.. nak kerja, nak g toilet kat ward pun susah sebab baby takkan nak tinggal. Nak tak nak kena ada orang lain sekali dengan kita. Tapi alhamdulillah sejak dah jangkau setahun ni  anak dah jarang sakit.

Hubungan jarak jauh macam ni memang menuntut kepercayaan tahap tinggi dan isteri pulak memang kena independent. Kena yakin tujuan suami pergi nak cari nafkah untuk family. Bagi aku, selagi husband aku beria nak balik rumah je lepastu kalau balik tak boleh berenggang ok lagi la tu. Call pun hari2, tak dapat call emel je lepastu wajib bercakap dengan anak dia hari2, nafkah tak pernah miss, aku rasa takde masalah besar nak letak sepenuh kepercayaan kat pasangan.  So bak kata adik aku, " love is blind, but marriage is an eye opener".. true indeed.

Cant wait for tomorrow.. my normal routine every friday after work I have to head straight to the airport to pick up my boyfriend. Haha nitez!

Redeem maybank treats points

Sebagai pengguna tegar maybank, be it online banking ke.. bayar bil so on and so forth even credit card and insurance persaraan pun aku ambil maybank punya. So, dah lama tak check treats point. Kalo pengguna maybank mesti tau apa benda ni.. Malas nak explain hehe.. basically it is a reward in terms of points bila guna servis diorang.. sama je macam bonuslink etc..

Berbalik pada cerita, aku try la tengok berapa dah treats points aku. Ada 50000 ++ .. cuba redeem something la hehe... so aku redeem jam casio yang memerlukan treats points dalam 41k something.. nak test betul ke dapat for free.. benda free sape taknak kan..

Dalam web cakap proses dalam 3 ke 4 minggu sebelum attempt delivery.. sokey la, ive got nothing to lose pun kan. Tapi i got it within a week. Magic for me sebab mana ada benda free wei dalam dunia ni.. i checked the market price rm119 jam ni so not bad la kan.. bukan cap hayam sangat hehe

So.. taraaaa

Give it to my baby sis in Seri Puteri as I already have a watch given by husband. Tak dak la pengumpul tegar jam pon.. apa pun aku suka sebab free yey!!

Sapa pakai amex maybank p la usha treat points hampa. Aku suka amek sebab points dia triple lagi2 on weekends. Kalo master ergh points bergerak macam sipot sedut. Aku la.. kalo jenis yang memang selalu guna kad kredit ni mesti banyak accumulated points punya..

Ok goodluck bye!

Good night Kuala Lumpur

It was a night well spent in KL. The last time I checked in at KL hotel was a week before my due for delivery which is at Corus Hotel. I remember it took 30 minutes to make u turn to the hotel which is located at nearby, opposite direction. Traffic was so congested it drove me crazy especially during peak hour.

This time, we checked in at Gtower hotel. Honestly I never heard of it but because the next day meeting is scheduled at Menara Binjai, which is just a walk away from the hotel, so we give it a try.

It was a very pleasant stay. I love the interior and everything, only one thing they do not allow guest with kids to the dining area. Other than that, 99.9% okay..

How time flies, and I think there were times I nearly lose myself. I used to be very ambitious last time, full of confidence, I believe I could achieve everything but now I'm not that kind of person anymore. I miss the feeling to be so determine and bold but I'm only human.... time has taught me a lot, my peers has taught me a lot... really, I learn about life through times.  Time made me change 180 degree.

Looking out through the windows, half of me says maybe I should bring a little bit of my old self now and kickstart mylife, but another half says I should just go with the flow... let life suprise me with unexpected things that it has to offer.

I'm enjoying my 'me' time in dreamland until my husband call me to uhm... sleep.

View of the night

I plan to design our house like this once we manage to stay together again for good. Right now I'm happy to announce that we got tenants already.. yey! An expatriate from Philipines... I'm ok with that as long as the family will take care of the house in a proper manner.


A little sneak peek of Gtower hotel interior....

Nitey loves!

A tribute to MH370

Dear Malaysia Airlines,

Pengalaman saya bersama anda bermula sejak saya di dalam kandungan mama saya lagi, flight dari Kuala Lumpur ke London ketika mama bertemu abah saya yang sedang belajar. Dan kemudian balik ke Malaysia dengan selamat semasa saya cuma seorang bayi. Masa tu sekitar tahun 1988. Terima kasih kerana menjaga kebajikan kami semasa sepanjang perjalanan.

Saya masih ingat, ketika berumur 7 tahun apabila nenek pulang dari Makkah, saya dan abah menaiki Mas dari KL ke Penang. Pada saya, jus oren dalam kapal terbang Mas lah yang paling saya rindukan ketika zaman kanak-kanak saya.

Sekarang, saya sudah hampir berumur 27 tahun, pengalaman anak saya dengan Mas juga bermula ketika di dalam kandungan lagi, flight dari KL ke Singapura. Saya masih memilih Mas kerana dengan menaiki Mas dapat mengimbau kenangan masa kecil saya yang selalu rindukan jus oren Mas. Ada sesuatu dalam Mas flight yang mengimbau kenangan kanak-kanak saya.

Banyak momen penting dalam hidup saya berkisar dengan Mas. Duduk berjauhan dengan suami dipisahkan oleh Laut Cina Selatan juga menyebabkan pengangkutan udara menjadi suatu elemen penting dalam kehidupan kami.

Pengalaman di udara tidak semuanya manis. Bukan semua flight smooth landing dan bukan tiada panic attack kat udara semasa terbang. Tapi selalunya ketika di udara, walau seteruk mana turbulence, saya percaya Mas akan membawa saya ke darat dengan selamat. Alhamdulillah.

Dan apabila Mh370 dilaporkan hilang pada pagi Sabtu 8March2014, hati saya susah nak percaya. Masa tu saya di Cameron Highland. Ingat nak ambil short break tapi end up rasa gloomy sikit sebab hal itu. Tapi selagi tak jumpa, saya masih tidak putus berharap agar semuanya selamat.

Saya tidak berhak untuk berkata apa-apa, saya tidak dapat membayangkan perasaan ahli keluarga yang kehilangan... tetapi saya doakan semoga semuanya tetap tabah walau apa pun yang terjadi.

Semoga warga Mas dan pihak keluarga tabah terhadap setiap ujian yang diturunkan. Amin...

Beli mesin jahit Lazada

Call it hormones whatsoever, suddenly rasa membuak2 nak ada mesin jahit walaupun tak pernah tahu menjahit. Setakat jahit bodoh2 pakai tangan tak sampai 2 minit tu bolehla. But, obviously i dont want to underestimate myself. Hahaha...

My first experience with Lazada is not that good. U know, first impression really count sebab for the longest time I never want to buy anything from them until one fine day... my hormones told me to get a sewing machine.

Macam biasa, my husband layankan aje.. he's the one who pay pun haha.. We manage to survey few electrical shops, unfortunately they do not sell sewing machine. Until we stopped by at Singer andddd goshhh pricey nya mesin jahit baru ku tahu. 2k ++ for the stupid machine? Err... for beginner like me? Being a generous wife, I do not want to spend hubby's money coz I know myself very well. My hormones would just fade away eventually. Maybe I won't sew anything pun karang. Semakin complicated machine tu makanya semakin mahal dong. 7k pun ade.

Give up. Sampaila I google Lazada. Hmm... ada mesin yg nampak simple and more affordable. Should I? Shouldn't I? Finally I decided to give them a second chance. This time we do C.O.D.

And to my surprise.. the service is super fast!! I ordered on Sunday evening and the machine is with me at 4.30 pm the next day. Delivered via taqbin to Lembah Kelang area if I am not mistaken. Definitely will buy again tapi C.O.D lah hehe...


Presenting my new baby...

Global sewing machine rm369 only available at Lazada after discount. Thank you Lazada for the great service and for not letting me down for the second time. Definitely will come back to shop from you again. :)