Melukis senja

 Aku mengerti

Perjalanan hidup yang kini kau lalui

Ku berharap

Meski berat kau tak merasa sendiri

Kau telah berjuang

Menaklukkan hari hari mu yang tak mudah

Biarku menemanimu

Membasuh lelahmu

Izinkan kulukis senja

Mengukir namamu di sana

Mendengar kamu bercerita

Menangis tertawa

Biar kulukis malam

Bawa kamu bintang bintang

Tuk temanimu yang terluka

Hingga kau bahagia

Aku disini

Walau letih cuba lagi jangan berhenti

Ku berharap

Meski berat kau tak merasa sendiri

Kau telah berjuang

Menaklukkan hari harimu yang tak indah

Biarku menemanimu membasuh lelahmu...

One of the song yang I dengar tadi after habis jog.. mellow kan! haha.. Ok today is public holiday.. selamat menyambut hari Thaipusam. Takde beza sangat since now is still MCO until 4th February 2021. 

I got a text.. tapi i tak tau nak reply apa so i just leave it. 😄 Today should be a positive day for me.. No more fighting, no more tears, just a quiet morning with myself.. pagi2 i bangun subuh then i minum detox juice.. (celery + tomato + lemon a bit) taste so yum! 

I did 3 rounds walking + jogging pusing taman. Initially i nak pergi Putrajaya but then ade roadblock. Takde jauh no more than 10km from my house.. tapi the officer insist i break MCO law sebab rentas daerah coz lain poskod. So I malas nak cakap banyak I just uturn. 

I did dengar diorang membebel sesama sendiri.. ni kan MCO kenapa degil nak pergi taman? Tak faham faham ke? 

I was like.. erkkkk ..! when i thought boleh je kan beriadah within 10km..? *dalam hati jela tapi* somehow ade law tapi yelah application tu lain2 pulak 😲. last week boleh, this week tak boleh.. mungkin i memang tak faham la kot. Benda macam ni.. normally I just drop it instead of nk argue sebab .. if you know you know..

My POV

Your POV

Consequence of diff POV 😂

We look at the same thing but we have different perspective, might be because of different angle, or different way of thinking.. or could be difference lenses or wavelength. It is all depends on you. End of the day, I don't feel like fighting anymore. Tired of explaining when everytime it would be misleading. Silence is gold.

Dear self,

Be strong okay. 💗